Costly. From the outside this looks completely unreasonable, messy, hard, contentious, often hopeless and out of control, baskets of tears but this has been my one delight, no matter the ways of man, this is the only way to Love, to obey God. I have tasted and seen pain and fruit all in one kit and caboodle.

Once You, Lord caused me to be Yours, I know no other way. It’s the strangest Truth and the greatest gift of Faith to delight in trusting You. No matter the situations, circumstances and even decisions made by man, those are not my business…You Lord know what I need, and You care so deeply! I am plainly to trust You in all of it, every single detail and obey You through The Power of The Holy Spirit by Your grace and mercy. And every time, I get to see Your faithfulness, Your steadfastness, I see Your care, Your mighty hand of Love toward your daughter.

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Blessings will come to others by my obedience to God. Genesis 26:4-5
4 And I will make your descendants multiply as the stars of heaven; I will give to your descendants all these lands; and in your seed all the nations of the earth shall be blessed; 5 because Abraham obeyed My voice and kept My charge, My commandments, My statutes, and My laws.”